Perpetual Passion

Good night. Hope tomorrow is better for you.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 21:33:13 -0500

Thanks so much. The pain is something I’m not used to at all. Maybe it’ll go away overnight. I hope.

I'm heading to bed.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 21:06:40 -0500

I hope you all watch The Conversation and have a good night. I also hope that you enjoyed the gifs I made tonight. I’m amazed I cranked out something decent while feeling like shit.

I love you all (and you should leave things in my ask) :)

"I used to think Liv and Tao were a fairy tale couple but that just wasn’t the case. Maybe it was for awhile but they fell out of love." I heard Tao still loved Liv pretty much even in the end of their relationship. It was Olivia who want to step out of it. But the sad part is I remember Liv was still so positive in articles when Tron came out(end of '10), so that was a lie. :(

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:50:57 -0500

I don’t think she was lying; I think she was probably just trying to make it work. She tried so hard and it didn’t turn out positively. Sometimes it doesn’t. But she put the effort into it; she didn’t just give up.

And I’m sure he still loved her. How hard would it be not to love her?

Her face.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:44:47 -0500

Her face.

Post 9000!

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:25:36 -0500

SCORE.

Since there is a lot talk about Tao tonight I saw on his blog brand new pictures with him & his (I guess) girlfriend. At least he (and Liv) found somebody already. I want to them to be happy with their new partners (Liv with Jason, Tao with Róisin). Also I wonder (since - I hope- they are still friends, although Liv not following Tao on twitter could be a negative sign) will they introduce their new partner to their exes in the future(If that didn't happened already, although I dount that)?

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:21:35 -0500

I’m glad that he’s happy with his girlfriend. Everyone deserves a chance at love, especially after a rough divorce. I do hope that they are still friends but I just don’t know. I used to think Liv and Tao were a fairy tale couple but that just wasn’t the case. Maybe it was for awhile but they fell out of love. It happens all the time.

Hey I heard you were a Wilde one.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:04:32 -0500

Haha. Yes, yes I am.

Are you a vegan or a vegeterian?

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 20:02:25 -0500

Not at this moment, no. But I was a vegetarian in the past for awhile. But it’s hard living at home with my parents to be a vegetarian. They are big meat eaters. But maybe when I move out I’ll go back to being vegetarian.

Can a vegan or a vegeterian eat a muffin?

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:58:49 -0500

Well yes. There are so many things you can use in place of eggs in muffins.

Wow, I just saw Amanda de Cadenet replied to one of your (sadly quite sad about the status of your life) tweet. She's really in touch with those who following her work (via twitter). It seems Liv is surrounded with friends with golden hearts as well :)

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:56:03 -0500

She’s replied to another tweet of mine as well. I really admire her talent and that she and Demi came up with the idea for this series.

Olivia Wilde Penny.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:37:51 -0500

blackpennies:

“A muffin is a hug on the inside”

—Olivia Wilde

(I agree.)

I love that she loves food and isn’t afraid to show it.

Yeah the Tao part made me sad too. And it seems Liv doesn't liked flamenco at all which is weird because her ex is really good in it. I agree with the other anon, I hope Mr. Ruspoli will not see. But I guess he probably will. By the way I reeeeeeeeeealy want to read once about how he lived through this whole process. I bet during the time when Liv filed for divorce he was still in love with OW.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:35:35 -0500

I’d love to hear his side of the divorce. It’d be interesting. The interview last night is the most raw we’ve ever seen Liv and I love it. I’m so proud of her for opening up.

Ah RSL. I think he had a crush on Liv since her arrival. I remember he called Olivia a geniuis in a BTS feature oh the Season 4 DVD. And he appeared to be honest even when doing some press for House, I think he not 100% just joking with these very favoring remarks.... I bet if RSL would've written the script of Lockdown, 13 should've shown her boobs to him and not for Taub. :)

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:34:31 -0500

It’s so cute that he has a crush on her. I mean, don’t we all?

Very nice new gif Jamie. Excellent job!

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:33:59 -0500

Thanks. :) I’m feeling really shitty today and that makes me feel a little better mentally. Physically I’m still in so much pain. To put in the port, they have to slice open your carotid artery and it’s super painful.

I wish I was her friend so badly.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:30:18 -0500

I wish I was her friend so badly.

The Convo.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:19:02 -0500

The Convo.

Hahah. I mean, how can you not have a crush on Liv?

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 18:46:41 -0500

Hahah. I mean, how can you not have a crush on Liv?

The Converstaion made me a bit sad. The Tao part. It seems she was not happy in her marriege quite a while, meanwhile I think many of us thought it is a perfect marriege. Also she said 1 probloem was that she liked many things because Tao liked it. But isn't she doing that again now with Jason(Cheering for Kansas, being blonde - I think JS influenced that move etc.)? I really hope Tao will not watch this interview. And now it's 100% clear who wanted the divorce (Sadly it was Liv).

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 18:32:26 -0500

It made me super sad as well. But I don’t think she’s repeating it. I mean, you do things with your counterpart together whether it’s your favorite thing or not. But completely immersing yourself in it is what I think Liv was talking about. And I honestly don’t think she’s blonde because on Jason. She had to dye her hair for a role and just chose to keep it for awhile.

All I want is for Olivia to be happy. That’s all I want. I don’t care who she’s with or if she’s alone. She just needs to be happy.

I want to make gifs of Olivia on The Conversation.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 18:28:26 -0500

But for some reason the converted video file won’t work.

So I’m hurting to the amount of 9 AND I can’t do what I’ve been wanting to do all day.

FUCK.

:( feel better darling!

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 18:16:12 -0500

I really hope the pain dies down soon. I’ve never been in this much pain.