Feeling utterly alone. I wish there was something I could do about that. But even when I’m with friends, I feel alone. It’s the depression. It tries to cut you off from everything you know. What a horrid thing.
I told the guy I met off of okcupid that my therapist said that I shouldn’t be in a romantic relationship right now. It’s the truth, but I feel bad for the guy. He hasn’t responded yet but I hope he’s not mad. Even though I really want someone to kiss, I know that a real life person would be a bad idea. Maybe I should engage in a long distance relationship. Any takers?
When and how did you first see/find out about olivia? I love you and your blog btw too :) <3
I saw her in her first series Skin and was instantly hooked on her. It wasn’t a success but then she was on The OC and I fell in love. Kept track of her through the years. Then my obsession turned into a blog. Tada.
Just be really careful. You are at 56% higher risk if blood clots on an IUD and if you smoke, more like 60% if you have any history if high blood pressure or anyone in your family has had a heart attack it puts you at a high risk of pulmonary embolism. Make sure your doc is absolutely certain that you don't display any risk factors!
Ah. My doctor is new and probably forgot that I’ve had 2 separate instances of pulmonary embolisms. That’s why I’m not on birth control. My uterus hates me. My clotting factors hate me.